Days 44-47

Post date: Aug 13, 2016 2:06:09 AM


Living with someone who is codependent is hard. I mean really really hard. It has been a tough few days. Right now, I just want to curl up into a ball and cry. It's been a tough few days. Exhausting.

My brain hurts. I didn't realize how draining codependency can be, yet I've lived with it for so long. My daughter is such a victim. Everyone and everything is out to get her. She cries about everything. She's a grown woman. It's exhausting to deal with her.

Today, I got upset about something and quite frankly I was pissed off. I got home and was mad. I was angry and two of my daughters jumped all over me. I wasn't about to back down, I had a right to be mad. They started reading into what I was saying and I wasn't having any of that either.

This is what I said. Not this is what you think I said with lots of other crap thrown in.

Today was also my first day back to work. I feel very inadequate. I also feel somewhat like a lost lamb.

I need to go to bed. It's been a really tough couple of days.